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June 29

~suddenly~

~~ thanks for the memories~~~aledi stick in my memories for a long time.... is reli sweet during the moment of 6 hours..a half year ago... but is bitter thinkin of it now.... happening on the midnite of the day on the month of january... i just finis having a sport activities with my hsemate n roomate.. i m reli blur during tat time .. hardly to make a decision... everyone around me keep on advising me not to try this but i do try it.... the opponents side hv the more attractiveness to me.. "if u Lxxx somebody could we be this strong" i wil find a way to win my heart n mind to make this thg happen... during that time is aledi 3am ..just finis game n v all goin to mamak n yum cha there....suddenly a msg come in my phone..... i read it n feel "luan" again....luan luan luan.. duno wether is rite to replying the msg or not ?? once reply means i hv the heart to try it ... lastly i did.. n the thgs went wrong...after finis eating v all went home.. once reach home i take a hot bath.. feeling wan sleep ady...all my hsemate soul out their tired feeling after hv the sport activities.. some say there pain n here pain..alamak.. doin some small exercise also here ache there ache.. like lou ah ma.. haha..in a silent.. once again a msg come in.. i feel somethg wrong there.. just like wat i hv prepare to hv know... it happens.... the next day.. i reli regret what i done .. i reli wana cry out ..does it hurt?? it reli ruins my heart.... but i told myself not to drop even a single tears for that..i deserve it.. so i din.... i hv promise myself n never never again do that again.. no ever in my life.. ppl surrounding me love me a lot n why must i betray them n make them so dissapointed ... no point... a half again thking it bak just like a silly thgs... nothg big deals.. coz i stil love myself very much n so do ppl surrounding me n who cares me a lot.. but sometimes its reflects again in my mind.. times go on and on it become more blur ,blur n blur .....til i hope it wil not have a single shadow in my life..yahoo .. i keep on my promise.. i do eliminate 70% this dark shadow..25% more i wil keep it to revXXXXX.... 5% is stil LoXX..... sincerly heart..

12:08 PM | Blog it | never again

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	grace ingwrote: nee.. dun say til so serious. u oso noe tat i m not tat kinda ppl. i love myself.. n wont hurt my own body wf those stupid thg .. anyway thanks for ur comment..many others thg oso stil can do. not only tat kinda stupid nonsense thg.. dun alwez thk "serong".. haha.. July 3
	tam dessneywrote: so bad la u mok mok..say us do some exercise here pain there pain..u also the fellow who pain lor lou ah ma..shit u ... after do the thing baru regret too late ady lar..u cant sure ady ge lar..wahaha..anyway u also hv ur sweet memories ma..haha..so just take it easy lar..take it as an experience lor..wahaha..if nt how to be adult?? July 2
	Jasonwrote: i nt really sure wat u saying up there...but roughly knw gua...hope u din do any wrong choices out there...u r a tough girl as i taught...nt tough in physical but ur mind...hopefully good things happen to u ya...n hor do more exercise ya...if nt later here ache there ache..hahahaha...u r the good "ji mui"...ji mui forever... June 30
	grace ingwrote: thanks ya.. i wil.. as i keep my promise to myself.. June 29
	Angel Lowwrote: be conscious! anyway, it's half year ago~! jz a memories! June 29

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